definition of the word “atavistic”
Johan Halvorsen, concerto for violin and orchestra op. 28 (1908)
search results on Abe Books for The Thirtieth Year by Ingeborg Bachmann
YouTube, Sid Vicious sings “My Way,” 1978
lyrics to “Buckingham Rabbit” by Silver Jews
PDF of Proverbs of a She-Dandy by Lisa Robertson
product page for Ames Henley by James Street (have long since acquired; rarely wear it)
Bookforum article by Paul Maliszewski on Another Ventriloquist by Adam Gilders, 2011
BOMB interview, Annie Baker by Elianna Kan, 15 September 2015
post from Criterion Channel on 30 June 2015, “Annie Baker’s Top 10”: in ascending order: Andrei Rublev (Tarkovsky), Fanny and Alexander theatrical version (Bergman), Jeanne Dielman (Akerman), La collectionneuse (Rohmer), I vitelloni (Fellini), Diary of a Country Priest (Bresson), The Tales of Hoffman (Michael Powell and Emeric Pressburger), Pierrot le fou (Godard), Vanya on 42nd Street (Malle), Room with a View (Ivory)
BOMB, Etel Adnan by Lisa Robertson, April 1, 2014
product page for Difficult Woman by David Plante on NYRB site
product page on House Sparrow Press for Derek Jarman’s A Finger in the Fishes Mouth
The New Yorker: “Joanna Hogg’s Self-Portrait of a Lady” by Rebecca Mead, May 13, 2019
Electric Lit: “7 Literary Translators on How They Became Translators” by JR Ramakrishnan, December 16, 2021
a now-defunct bandcamp page (what music did I want to hear?)
Artforum, Audrey Wollen on Kaari Upson (1970-2021)
Objectif Press, a now-emptied cart, previously I think it held Lapwing & Fox: Conversations Between John Berger & John Christie
Interview Magazine, Interview with Annie Baker by Greta Gerwig, March 29, 2017
London Review of Books, vol. 44 no. 1, January 6, 2022, “Four Talks” by Anne Carson
Open Letter Books website
The New Yorker Interview, “The Sex Scene is Dead. Long Live the Sex Scene.”
The Creative Independent, interview with Carina del Valle Schorske by Sara Tardiff, September 28, 2023
product page on Faber books for the book, Why do women write more letters than they post? by Darian Leader
search results for “Pina Bausch 1980”
may lindstrom skincare site
The White Review, “Insekt or large verminous thing” by Kate Zambreno, September 2022
Nashville Ballet, Black Lucy and The Bard
Film Forum shopping cart, into which I periodically re-add the Derrida banana bread magnet, which, upon the writing of this list, has now disappeared from the website
Poetry Foundation, “Zuihitsu” by Jenny Xie
The Missouri Review, Poem of the Week, August 7, 2017, “Replica” by Courtney Kampa
Substack by Cam Scott, “Remembering Memory: For Bernadette Mayer,” November 24, 2022
product page for a pair of silver adidas sambas
French Fluency, “French sentence structure with Jodie Foster speaking French”
The poetry project, summer 2023, “I don’t want to go to Heaven; I want to go where Keith goes” by Ben Lerner: “I write down every dream I have featuring a Waldrop.”
Amazon shopping cart (reasons for these never being purchased on Amazon I hope will be quite obvious): 12 pairs women’s ankle high sheer socks & Built, The Unbuilt, and the Unbuildable
YouTube, Q&A Les Années Super 8
YouTube, Mads Mikkelsen on Dancing in Another Round
YouTube, Mads Mikkelsen Dancing Scene
London Review of Books, “I came with a sword” by Toril Moi, on The Subversive Simone Weil by Robert Zaretsky
Private Dancer: The Mads Mikkelsen Dance Compilation
Another Gaze, Rebecca Liu on Maggie Gyllenhaal’s ‘The Lost Daughter,’ January 14, 2022
Words Without Borders, “Becoming a ‘Second-Career Translator:” A Conversation with Aneesa Abbas Higgins by Samantha Schnee, January 18, 2022
personal website of Sebastian Kloborg, Dance Films 2020, full video of DIORAMA, with Maria Kochetkova and Daniil Simkin
The New Yorker, “The Perfect Prose of a Joan Didion Photo Caption” by Brian Dillon, September 22, 2020
The New Yorker, “Ingeborg Bachmann’s MALINA is the Truest Portrait of Female Consciousness Since Sappho” by Rachel Kushner, May 22, 2019
YouTube, Da 5 Bloods Official Trailer
Annette Messager artist page on Marian Goodman website
Shelf Awareness newsletter for Friday, November 18, 2022
Lit Hub, “Thrifted Suits, Gender Anarchy, and the Power of a Writing Uniform: Heidi Sopinka on Sartorial Experimentation,” September 29, 2022
website for Liaison of Independent Filmmakers of Toronto, event page for 11 August 2014 event, Anne Carson’s ‘Variations on the Right to Remain Silent” - NRATI
Hopscotch Translation, “Fidelity Means a Million Infidelities” - translators Mark Polizzoti and Katrina Dodson in conversation with C. Francis Fisher
Vulture, “Playwright Annie Baker on the Limits of Dramatic Memoir, Her Odd Jobs in Reality TV, and Why She Finds Hollyword More Appealing Than Broadway” Dec. 17, 2015
Substack of Akosua T. Adasi, Q and A with Winnie Wang, January 13, 2023
Criterion Channel, “Something Human: A conversation with Sofia Bohdanowicz and Deragh Campbell” by Hillary Weston, Jan 19 2023
[redacted] short story by [redacted] writer with humiliatingly obvious references to [redacted] in [redacted]
The New York Review of Books, “The Oversoul Speaking to the Undercarriage,” Diane Seuss interviewed by Daniel Drake
LARB, “When a Girl is a Gun: On Joanna Walsh’s My Life as a Godard Movie,” by Jamie Hood
The New Yorker, A lost interview with Clarice Lispector, Feb.13, 2023, ed. B. Moser
Guernica, Ann Goldstein: The Face of Ferrante by Katrina Dodson, Jan 15, 2016
The Yale Review, “When Does a Divorce Begin?” by Anahid Nersessian
The Irish Times, “Renters are being exploited and evictions must be stopped” by Sally Rooney
product page on Granta Books for UK 2023 editions of Virginia Woolf’s diaries
The Film Stage, “The Pleasure Principle: Jean-Marie Straub and Danièle Huillet’s ‘The Chronicle of Anna Magdalena Bach’” by Ethan Vestby, Mar. 3, 2017
error page for a now-expired cart, site unknown, desires lost
Frieze, “Kelly Reichardt and Hong Chau on Art, Inspiration, and Ursula Le Guin”
No Sweat Shakespeare website, “‘Shuffle Off This Mortal Coil’ meaning”
The Guardian, “My ‘sad girl’ fans concern me”: Ottessa Moshfesgh in conversation with Carmen Maria Machado
LARB, “An Hourglass Figure: On Photographer Francesca Woodman” by Ariana Reines
London Review of Books, “Where be your jibes now?” by Patricia Lockwood
The New York Times, “The Art of Translation” by Sophie Hughes
youtube error 153
youtube error 153 (again)
site page in norwegian telling me the page was gone
The Romare Bearden Reader NYPL website
PDF for éloge de l’ombre haute: poème documentaire, French translation of Mahmoud Darwish
substack interview with Diane Seuss by Laurie Stone, Oct. 6 2023
Sophie Buhai product page for some beautiful hoops
another Sophie Buhai product page for some beautiful hoops
Vanity Fair article, “‘Terror is the wrong word’: A bike bath victim and his world, grief for Nicholas Cleves, and the strength of millennial New York, Nov 6, 2017
Performa Biennial 2023 ticket page for “The Malady of Death - Monodrama with Noma Dumezweni,” by Haegue Yang
Arcade, Divine Intervention with Sheila Heti and Adam Sol, Sept. 27 2023
N+1, “Can you tell us why this is happening?” testimonies from Gaza, Nov. 13, 2023
Poetry foundation, “Makeup” by Dora Malech
November Magazine, Ben Lerner in conversation with Zoe Hitzig, Nov. 23
Sasha Frere jones, page expired but i think this was the 2023 roundup
Hazlitt, “On Hope” by Jen Agg
Granta, Lisa Robertson & Kate Briggs in conversation, 4 Jan 2024
Feeld, Whitney Mallett interviews Tamara Faith Berger, Oct. 18, 2023
Believer, Why don’t you like me? Tamara Faith Berger & Kate Zambreno in conversation, Sept. 2012
CABINET magazine shop site
The Independent, “Book of a Lifetime: By Grand Central Station I Sat Down and Wept by Elizabeth Smart” 10 July 2008
youtube page for The Daily Show
Filmography on Literary Translators, Feb. 12 2024 via European Council of Literary Translators’ Associations
now-empty eBay shopping cart
The Guardian, “‘Pristine’ 200-year-old Faroese sweater found at UK’s National Archives” by Morgan Ofori, March 1 2024
site for Kelsi Vanada
Words Without Borders, “From the Translator: Totalitarian Capitalism in a Windowless Room” by Jamie Chang
Louvre page for Vénus de Milo
publisher page for A Life of One’s Own by Joanna Biggs
The Paris Review, “A Sense of Agency: A Conversation with Lauren Oyler” by Sheila Heti, April 3, 2024
now-empty cart for Fidèle Editions
The New Yorker, “Maggie Nelson on the conversations she wants to be having” by Lauren Michele Jackson, April 7 2024
page for Waterfront Hotel in Burlington
now empty cart for McNally Editions
Jacqueline Feldman’s Attempts at Exhausting, substack
“There’s nothing to be preserved’: an interview with Jacqueline Feldman,” by Tobias Ryan 19/3/24
The Paris Review “How the Booksellers of Paris Are Preparing for Next Summer’s Olympics” by Jacqueline Heldman, August 9, 2023
Wikipedia page for the Brontë family
Bookforum, “Star Struck: Lauren Oyler’s meditations on Goodreads, anxiety, and gossip” by Ann Manov
product page on NYRB for The Notebooks of Sonny Rollins
New York Times, “They promoted body positivity. Then they lost weight.” Feb 26 2024
substack of Dronme, “In Spite of All the Damage: on hunger, boyfriends, hospitals and that New York times article,” April 13, 2024
Goodbar books website
[redacted]
product page for onitsulka tiger yellow sneakers
substack of Mason Currey, “Get rid of what your project needs” Jan 22 2024
Asymptote, “Where the change comes from: Saskia Vogel on translating Balsam Karam” Feb 22, 2024
Poetry Society of America, an interview with Diane Seuss by Jennifer Franklin
BOMB Magazine, “Having a good time: Souvankham Thammavongsa interviewed” April 20, 2020
the Paris Review, Paul Auster, the art of fiction no. 178, interviewed by Michael Wood, Fall 2003
the Nation, “Fox and Hedgehog: the myths of Anne Carson,” by Emily Wilson, June 4 2024
substack for Sal Randolph, June 6, 2024, Afternoon Light, Caught in the Trees
Essay Daily, “The #Midwessay: Diane Seuss, My Midwestern Essay”
wiki page for Adam Litovitz
wiki page for Sook-Yin Lee
BOMB, The Oracle Cubs, interview with Jenna Gribbon and Julian Clepper, July 3 2012
Newark Liberty International Airport Public Transportation page
Brad Phillips shop
Vulture, Rachel Cusk’s Parade reviewed by Andrea Long Chu
Brandon Taylor substack, “brutalism of the mind” May 4, 2021
Public Books homepage
n+1, June 28, 2024, “We bought the certain dog: the first debate” by Mark Krotov
The New Yorker, Lena Dunham’s Change of Pace by Rachel Syma, July 9, 2024
Anne de Marcken’s shelf life via lunate.co.uk, but the page has disappeared
The New Yorker, “The Radical Woman Behind GOODNIGHT MOON” by Anna Holmes, Jan 31, 2022
google livres for Le Jardin botanique par Jean Frémon
search results for ‘Lori Loughlin Shark Tank’
WWB, “Magical, But Also a Trust Exercise,” Jen Calleja in conversation with Carolina Schutti, Aug. 15, 2024
brad Phillips shop, again
product page for Betsey Johnson Eau de parfum
google results for ‘is synonymous with’ meaning” (??????)
TIFF page for The Assessment
TIFF page for Else
now-empty cart at Glamuse (it was the HANRO cotton seamless camisole)
The Washington Post, Janet Malcolm, elegant and incisive writer for The New Yorker, dies at 86, June 17 2021
Literary Hub, Sofia Samatar on college, literary community, and the stunning loneliness of publishing, August 19, 2024, in convo w/ Liska Jacobs
[redacted]
mother of earth song, google results
produt page for violin strings via Wilder and Davis
n+1, Why Did You Throw Stones, palestine diary 2016 by Rachel Kushner, published in issue 40, summer 2021
TYPE Books website
Eric Whitacre, “Sleep” youtube
Revue theatre page for A Woman Under the Influence 50th anniversary screening
toronto mendelssohn choir schedule
impossible de vous connecter via google agenda
substack of jamie hood, “on solitude,” sept. 3, 2024
youtube, midea cube dehumidifier operation and overview
TIME, “There will never be another sally rooney” sept 19, 2024 by Kate Dwyer
substack of Becca Rothfield, “When is a bad novel good because it’s bad” Sept 20, 2024
six ways of looking at crip time, which flashed upon the tab before telling me the page has disappeared
google results for paneer manchurian
google results for “spiritualized ladies and gentlemen we are floating in space”
more hanro, this time via Hanro page, underwear
Paradise Theatre page for mur murs by Agnès varda
TYPE Books product page for An Earthquake is a shaking of the surface of the Earth by Anna Moschovakis
The Rumpus, ‘ew, don’t use my sound ever again’: on tyranny and poupeh missaghi’s sound museum by Eric Vachon, Nov. 19, 2024
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product page for a pink t-shirt with “A Lover’s Disco” printed in “A Lover’s Discourse” font
SMOOTH FRIEND store, with the Sebastian Castillo chapbook I should have bought but didn’t, now out of print, called THE ZOO OF THINKING
tweet (X) from Desmond Cole: “Good morning to all the Giller Prize attendees who were too embarrassed or anxious to tweet about being there”, 11.19.2024
product page for GmbH x ASICS Gel Kayano Legacy, ‘cilantro’
substack, sub club, “Meet 6 rising indie presses that signal the future of publishing” Oct. 17, 2024 by Lydia Sviatoslavsky
London Review of Books, “Predatory Sex Aliens” by Gary Indiana, May 8 2014
The Paris Review, “Throwing Yourself Into the Dark: A Conversation with Anne Carson,” by Kate Dwyer, April 17, 2024
google results, “this aint gonna work say i told you so song” (it was “gooey” by glass animals)
Document Journal, Desiring literature with Nate Lippens and Kate Zambreno Nov. 21, 2024
VICE, “Aging ‘Lover’ Still Knows How to Rub New York’s Literati,” May 22, 2015 by Lauren Oyler
product page for Norda Run shoes
product page for Nike Rift women’s
youtube, Ave Verum, Stopford score
GRANTA, Books of the year, 2024
London Review of Books, In LA by Colm Toibin, 23 January 2025
“Biography of a dress” by Jamaica Kincaid
never purchased tickets for Swan Lake, National Ballet of Canada
google results for “psychomotor agitation”
Bookforum, “Reader, I divorced him” by Hermione Hoby,Winter 2025
“tryst” definition via google
guggenheim, PDF of conversation between Elizabeth Glenn-Copeland and Beverly Glenn-Copeland, 07/2021, transcript
[redacted]
Lit Hub, “On World AIDS Day What Does it Mean to Live in a Culture Defined by Virality?” by Heather McCalden, Dec. 2 2024
substack for Miranda July, comment section (37) for MJ’s holiday gift guide Dec 9, 2024
Lit Hub, Just a Little Blip: a conversation with Sheila Heti, by Fiona Warnick, Feb 24, 25
I hadn’t even seen the Alhambra, Sheila Heti reviews Leaving the Atocha Station, London Review of Books, 30 August 2012
Commentary (A Tale) by Marcelle Sauvageot, trans. Christine Schwartz Hartley & Anna Moschovakis, book review by JM Gamble, Necessary Fiction, June 30 2014
assembly instructions for a couch from Article that would never fit in my apartment anyway
New York Review of Books, Angles of Approach by Sally Rooney, on Ronnie O’Sullivan
YouTube, Die Reise nach Lyon (Blind Spot) 1981, English subtitle
London Review of Books, What about Maman? by David Trotter on Helen DeWitt
The New Yorker, “The Deaths—and Lives—Of Two Sons” by Yiyun Li
3 AM Magazine, The Visiting Poet by katie shireen assef
The New Yorker, The Writer’s Twin by Judith Thurman, May 14, 2012
google page for Ahmed Malek (musician, not actor)
TULVA, “Maggie Nelson—writing by any means necessary” 11.10.2021
London Review of Books, “She shall be nameless” by Nicholas Spice, on Marlen Haushofer
product page for create SPACE for stuttering hoodie
zencaster recording
The New Yorker, “Merve Emre Ventures into the Age Gap” April 9 2025
Canada council for the arts grant
deadlines and notifications of results page for the canada council for the arts page
Words Without Borders, “Tarnished Flesh” by Donald Rayfield
substack, Tia Glista, “Abby’s bookshelf diary” June 5, 2025
Poetry Foundation, “Sharp Biscuit - Some Thoughts on Translating” by Michael Hofmann, Sept 3, 2013
google results for Isadora Duncan
The Quietus, “Verfreundungseffekt: on translating gregor hens’ nicotine” by Jan Calleja 2 august 2015
Jacket Magazine, Larry Sawyer reviews The Vermont Notebook Oct. 2005
metaclassique.com, #335, mouliner
Asymptote, an interview with Jen Calleja by Sarah Gear
Google results for Alix Cléo Roubaud
Arno Calleja, le mal appliqué
Getting a Penpal: Prison Correspondence Project
Jeff Nagy, “Carolee Schneemann’s Unforgivable Art,” Public Books
“Goodbye, Brooklyn” dir. Michelle Uranowitz
The Poetry Society, “Are you content with all this” by Diane Seuss, 2025
google results for Hilary plum
Brooklyn Rail, dispersed holdings article
LARB, “Many Unsaid Things” by Grace Linden on Kate Briggs’s new translation of Lili is Crying
granta, summer reads 2025
google results (desultory) for “boring is a headspace Allen Carr quote”
product page for Nicoletta sneakers, miista
LA Times, Eugenie Dalland, “My grandmother taught me that jewelry is the ultimate form of reinvention” Aug 18, 2025
schedule appointment at Antidote Studio via fresha
product page for Sephora, Olehenriksen, banana bright+ vitamin cc eye sticks for dark circles
CULTURED magazine, “Artist Sophie Calle, Who Hates Magazine Profiles, Subverted Her Own Cover Story in the Best Way” by Kate Zambreno
UZI NYC silver pants product page
book weight buy - search results
hoi boi site
search results for “Ken Russell films”
YouTube, Juliana Spahr, interview, politics in a poem, 2016 via Louisiana Channel
Criterion Channel page for The Competition dir. Claire Simon 2016 France
Interview mag, "‘My life is filled with guilt and shame’: Knausgaard by Jeremy Strong, interview, Jan 14, 2026
The White Review, Interview with Moyra Davey by Hannah Gregory, May 2015
N+1, Iran’s Three-Body Problem
The Point Magazine, “Quitting” by John Phipps
“Embarking on a Life of Duncedom: An interview with Mary Ruefle” October 24, 2019, neonpajamas.com
Nipple Bracket, Round 2, Pairing 3